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YOU CAN'T HAVE IT ALL AT ONCE

by BAD IDEALS

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1.
Noxious Dote 01:55
Nil Death to all encompassing Aspire for the hand I hold A solid grip but hollow mold Once was boiled now runs cold Death to all Beg and plead No reprieve Essence of all mortified lingers like a longing soul wanting something they can't have Endless void No control Nil Death to all encompassing Refusal of a duke in mine Effort offered All declined So death to all encompassing Endless void No control It's a fucking endless void
2.
No rights Do you believe what you see No wrongs Do you fear what you hear No rights It has a hold on me No wrongs Keys of terms changing words vague limits odd arbiters Titles abused in all relations stretched and lost in mad translation Ponder pivot choose your battles conform wit and combat your peers Defend all those of high regards who play dangerous games with well known frauds People hating people killing people they don't understand Frighten by the differences whether its beliefs or skin Repeat retreat turn your cheek it must first help your cause what's the the point in standing up if you're not getting an applause You win You lose I think I know I don't I won't I can't and I never will
3.
Blood for the cause Tears for struggle I'm living through your name Don't fear the chains Heavy sedation An old mistake At last a new embrace Don't fear the chains A warm comfort Another scar Never been here before Don't fear the chains I lose myself I don't remember I'll get it where I can Don't fear the chains Don't you know that God loves ugly There is no one God loves more than me I tremble in your awesome grace And envy those who do not seek you I sink my teeth deep as I can My rotting fangs against your grain Muse me for I need it so Break me and I still won't go Euphoria is tapering in every way and soon will burst Until I find another fill then I'll allow it at its worst Until I know I can move on I'll throttle it until I'm strung I want to die in ignorance So slave me until I come undone My God is Your God is A God Is A Gun Enslavement Suppression Serfdom for my lord whatever that may be If thy will be done I beg it's done to me
4.
G.W.Y.G 02:25
Justify I against I My intermittent act digging into my own back I tell myself I've really tried I'm laying on the ground and yet I'm still afraid to fall I justify any reasons why I exert it all the same and there is no one else to blame My Life My Love My Lie Getting what you give And I'm not giving much If you ask I couldn't tell you why I know I could but I just don't For some reason I won't I justify Idleness and fearlessness thrive inside the egotist Knowing you've obtained some flair wants to show but never shares Knowing you could make a difference you gripe about the life you live Falling short of your potential Always getting what you give We justify For what Why
5.
Torn 02:02
Eccentric from the touch My mouth full of blood Digging ever deeper Just to get a fucking hunch Lost in a maze My mind is a parade Can’t figure thing outs There is no escape I want out So Take me out So give me hope Or give me death Life is such a mess I’m tormented by the stress I feel it pounding on my chest I bounded by my fate It’s attached to me like chains I have no other way There is no escape Do I have the heart or guts To make it to the final touch Who am I to point the blame As I scream out your name Fucking torn
6.
Everything's a fucking game A fucking game Eat it up Everyone's a fucking gang A fucking gang Eat it up Morality a fallacy A game that we can't understand Reality and fantasy are closer than they've ever been The hand that feeds is ever growing as the food is running thin One step forward two steps back Pray before you try again There's to much to every stop it so fuck the world and make a profit Everything's a fucking game A fucking game Look it up Everyone's a fucking gang A fucking gang Look it up Would you if you ever could Would you eat it up Earth is a whore We're all for sale
7.
Jester 02:37
I don't know what I'm about when it builds up and seeps out And I can't take it And I can't fake it And you're around I have to lie I have to hide I have to smile I have to try Oh wrath and I My inabilities all incidental Prophetic jokes are all products of so Life on the fence is a long one It's all I know and I balance alone Fear who I'll hurt in the end but once it's done I wouldn't have to pretend A consistent thought I can't avoid As if I demand to be destroyed by my own hands It's tempting But until then laugh with me Ha ha Or laugh at me Ha ha The closer you get the further I stray They closer I get the further I stray And I hope it's make you laugh My expense well spent Immense dejection and vile rage All for nothing one in the same It's amusing and getting worse Life the virtue and conscious the curse I'm trying (I'm dying) Yeah and I'm always like that I'm always like that no matter my act No matter my act I'm always like that When you're around Always haunting Always wanting Always edging Always daunting Oh wrath and I

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released August 21, 2020

Recorded by: Fernando Lemus at FL Recordings
Mixed by: Andy Nelson of Bricktop Recording
Mastered by: Jirix-Mie Paz
Lyrics and art by: Jaycob D Puente

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